Saturday, December 13, 2014

I'm In Despair




Who can say
That everything will be okay
Lose my mind
I feel as if I left something behind
I'm so tired
Of all the worn down pieces of my heart
Can't you see
The dark tunnels laughing all around me?


(Is this a meaningful song or am I crying all alone?)


I can't breathe when the world feels so dead
My empty soul fills my crooked heart with dread
I'm so lost, so blind to the blinding lights
Is it me or am I destroying myself from the inside?

Are you listening to me or am I just a beautiful show?
I don't know, not even where else I want to go

Why have I come so far to bring myself down?
I don't want to give in, but I'm so overwhelmed by the darkness all around



Is this karma, is this real?
Should I help someone else and can I feel?
There's too many questions and so little time

How did so much grief come to be mine?

What happens now?
Will I come around?
What happens now that the road seems clear?

Because I still don't know where I go from here


Do I even belong, or am I the dilemma here?
Am I asking too many questions to be able to look in the mirror?

I can't look past what might have been yesterday
So I'll just sit here and cross my fingers, hoping that help is on the way...


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