I am in agony
I am in desperation
A low inside of me
A flaw, exasperation
Given to all of this, all of this noise
I am out of, I am out of, I am out of choices
In me, I don't, can't if, I am, this is,
Until, the needle, the pill, the bottle,
pops me,
breaks me,
shreds me,
saves me
.
.
.
And the sound goes up
And the tunes rise up
And the noise fades out
And the horror lays down
Hey, I'm seeing colors
Hey, I'm seeing pictures
Nirvana's got my number
Seduce me to heaven
It feels so good
It feels ecstatic
I'm high above this world
I'm far from systematic
I'm soaring in the sky
I'm on the greatest high
It feels so good
It feels symptomatic, wait-
Get away, I'm not coming down
I need my strings, I am a whore for this
Get away, I'm getting away!
I need my juices, I am a sucker for this
Hey, watch me fly into the sky
Hey, gonna kiss the pain goodbye
Hey, I'm in love and I may cry
Hey, drifting into space feeling twice as high
All this joy
All this peace
So euphoric
In ecstasy
Probably sure
I've found tranquility
I have found tranquility
I have found tranquility
I have found tranquility
I have found insanity
No
I'm fine
I really am
I'm in love with these colors
They're mine
I want this
I deserve this
I need this
I need this
I need this
I need this
You know I can't control it
I really need my juices
I need it all in my system
My veins beckon to this panacea
You can't take it away from me
I need something to hold on to
Don't take it away from me
I want something to hold on to
My heart feels like it's burning and burning
My skin crawls everywhere I'm turning
I swear that I'm okay
I swear I am okay!
Need you to go away!
Swear that I'm okay!
Need you to fuck away!
Don't tell me I'm not okay!
Fuck you, I hate myself
I'm riding all the way to hell
My heart is killing me
Only thing I know now's the needle piercing through my veins
I've gone a long way from sanity!
You don't know how I feel anymore!
You don't know how I feel!
YOU DON'T KNOW ME!
BURNING THROUGH
I'M NOT OKAY
SKIN IS LIGHT
I'M NOT OKAY
EYES CAN TASTE
I'M NOT OKAY
CAN'T THINK AT ALL
I'M NOT OKAY AT ALL!
WHO AM I
WHO ARE YOU
WHAT AM I
WHAT ARE YOU
WHEN ARE
WHERE AM
THIS IS
I AM
CAN'T IF
I DON'T
IN ME
GOD PLEASE
PLEASE WHY
GOD PLEASE
PLEASE WHY
JUST HELP ME
I NEED IT THOUGH IT HURTS
STILL DEVOURING IT ALL
MIGHT WANT IT TO KILL ME OUT NOW
MY HEAD'S IN A BILLION KNOTS
HANDS BEING CONTROLLED BY SOMEONE ELSE
I'VE BECOME SOMEONE ELSE
I've become
Spray my bier with pesticide
There's nowhere else that I can hide
No longer am I flesh and bone
But now I am a lysergide drone.
The bugs in me still having fun
Leave me with no place else to run
In the end, I always knew
I'd die like this.
(Wake up you dying son of a)
