Monday, March 16, 2015

Curse Within




Something deep inside of me
Wants to break free and cause all hell
Oh, if someone out there can see
I'm holding on to an ever eroding shell
I don't want to revert to
The monster that I was before
Don't wanna reassume the wronger view
That fooled me into choosing all the wrong doors


Please purge all this darkness from my soul
I don't want these black flames anymore
Don't let me bring about eternal night
Oh, bring my morality back to light

I'm so scared of everything inside of me
Can you fight the monster I used to be?
I won't endure my own wrath any longer

I want the light inside to grow stronger


Shadows are besieging my breaking heart
Look into me; you'll see that I'm falling apart
I'm so terrified of my own apathy
How can you discern me from a merciless beast?
Oh, break my chains and clear out my mind
If you can turn on the lights, I'm sure you'll find
That there's more to me than heartless malevolence
Deep in my dying heart, ignite a light at my expense



Please purge all this darkness from my soul
I don't want these black flames anymore
Don't let me bring about eternal night
Oh, bring my morality back to light

I'm so scared of everything inside of me
Can you fight the monster I used to be?
I won't endure my own wrath any longer

I want the light inside to grow stronger

Oh, I gotta feel again
Can you bring me back to light?
I gotta cry, gotta love again
Can you bring me back to life?
Save me, oh, save me
I need a beacon to guide my heart
Free me, oh, free me
Keep the curse within me from tearing me apart


Please purge all this darkness from my soul
I don't want these black flames anymore
Don't let me bring about eternal night
Oh, bring my morality back to light

I'm so scared of everything inside of me
Can you fight the monster I used to be?
I won't endure my own wrath any longer

I want the light inside to grow stronger

I'm so scared of everything inside of me
Can you rid the demons inside I used to lead?
I can't take any more of these lies inside
One final thought to let me mend or let me die


One final thought to let me mend or let me
die...